Love in confusion

Abstract

In my novella, I explore love, intimacy, obsession, sex and how we think with regards to conceptualising gender, in all its diverse forms. These four concepts are guided by gender which then impacts gender performance or that which is expected by society. We can further state that, these four concepts relate to gender and gender narrations of which, the novella navigates through. It does this by presenting and engaging various scenarios, which seek to afford the reader, an analysis of their own. While I draw some inspiration from romance novels which present the platform to paint love in a fantastical and romanticised light, the thesis approaches it from, a more realistic and critical perspective in simple, everyday language. Love in my story can be magical and wonderful at times but it can also be ugly, violent and not returned. The central character is a strong young woman who is navigating her own gender and sexuality. Much of the narrative unfolds in an urban setting, moving from the city to the township as the protagonist searches for love and excitement. The work is inspired by many writers. Aimee Parkison and Diane Williams inspire me because, they use creative forms to show unique feminists’ perspectives of the world. Amanda Michalopoulou reveals what goes on in minds of female characters and connects everyday life with important political problems. I have also drawn from Marguerite Duras, who uses simple and poetic writing to explore love and desire in a thoughtful and deep manner. Lastly, I am influenced by Jordan Castro, who points a dark and clever picture of city life and explores the complicated nature of love in a world driven by technology.